Well, it has hit. It took its dear sweet time, but it has finally arrived. After 3 weeks my heart feels as if it is breaking. Perhaps it is being here at the beach, taking the time to breathe, to rest and relax that has allowed the cool, calm, reasoning facade to crumble. Being here has forced me to let down my guard. It is as if the waves have broken down the stoney resolve surrounding my heart and the gentle breezes have blown all the debris away.
Now I am left with a heart that feels very raw. Each notification I receive of another need, another concern brings tears to my eyes and an ache deep inside. How can people do this time and time again? How can I?
No comments:
Post a Comment