What on earth am I doing?

My "position description":

Provide, plan and coordinate, develop, assist, facilitate, secure, teach, serve, participate, foster, maintain, attend, engage, arrange, take, attain, become

I like the fact that the last verb is "become." Hints to the fact that what I am not in the beginning, I will become.

The table of grace

sunshine warm on my face, returned phone calls, prayer shawl and VT quilt naps, Robin's hugs, an evolving office, hot tea

What's scary?

2 pastors trapped at a funeral home during visitation by this...

"I was in the service, got out and I knew I was supposed to be a preacher...but God didn't want me to be a preacher...I found out what I was supposed to do...it's really too deep to go into here. I'm a messenger of God, that's it. I've written 3 books, I'll get them to you, you need to read them...There is only one bible - the King James...blessed by the angel Gabriel...If you're reading something else, you might as well be reading Tom Sawyer...If I go into a church that has something other than the King James, I gotta get out of there. It's scary, you know?"

Some of the roses along the way...

Ashley, B, Leah at the infamous "dog fountain" downtown.

Ashley, B, Leah attempt to bring the caboose to a screeching halt

while Bruce hangs on for dear life!

Henry has had enough!

Trish and Alec playing "Who's Who?"

Paul David & Mary looking at old family photos.

Who will the next little one be named after?

Russell, Ann, B, Jerry Ann, Blaire, Brad at the

"Annual Wednesday night before Thanksgiving Dinner at Macado's"

For all these gifts, we give you thanks

my girls at home, annual t'giving dinner w/"my kids," Thanksgiving breakfast, new faces at 1st, familiar worship without responsibilities, "great" kids, mother's unexpected acceptance and acknowledgement, sisters, Rob's eloquent statements, in-laws, restful sleep

Those other blessings

May God bless you with discomfort at easy answers, half truths, superficial relationships, so that you will live deep within your heart.

May God bless you with anger at injustice, oppression and exploitation of people so that you will work for justice, equality and peace.

May God bless you with tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation and war, so that you will reach out your hand to comfort them and change their pain into joy.

And may God bless you with the foolishness to think that you can make a difference in the world, so that you will do the things which others tell you cannot be done.

- Author Unknown

Thanksfully good!

being reminded that we have more in common than i remembered, friends who make themselves at home, shared tears, sharing crochet stitches, Darrell, Sheila, Jim, Diane, VT football, Susan's catering, fall, sunshine through leaves, backyard gazebos already decorated for christmas, puppies, children who want to share...and share...and share...

Lil sis and middle sis

compassionate nurses, no spinal injections, country music through huge earphones, the first snowflakes of the year, time with Sandra

Antietam

The road above is "The sunken road" also known as "Bloody Lane."

My first thoughts when I saw it..."yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death..."

The Dunker Church

Applebutter 2007

'Neath the familiar towering spire

While Mike faithfully manages the roaring fire

"Bucket Boy" Bill 'splains how it's done,

And mom and daughter are glad it's only one!

The crew and Mason take a well deserved break,

The cool air makes Katie D's replacement shiver and shake

"Bumping rumps in church!"

banana wheat pancakes, Friendship Class singing, youth led worship, my very own traveling communion kit, prayer shawls, hugs and the combined tears of happiness and sorrow, lunch with Ezekiel, Leah and wedding showers for the rich and famous, the church building in use 7 days a week, Rob's echoing to me my own word of advice, "Breathe."

"This is dangerous stuff"

Clear blue autumn skies, hawks overseeing human efforts, applebutter making, cream cheese bars, Lois Hylton's surprising humorous remarks, 4 year old birthdays, teeny black puppies, the one of a kind all together strange and wonderful thing that is First Church and knowing they will always love me.